OK, Blog.....

I gotta say...... I've been super down & out when it comes to blogging. I want to be naked, free, exposed in my writing, but for the past month or more, every time I log on here to let my feelings flow, I clam up. Shut down. Nothing. Why? What's keeping me, the one who won't shut up, from painting my life, my feelings, in words? Ugh! I feel like..restrained..chained up..ugh.